I had concert with my group yesterday and it went so bad. I think i will remember this day as The Black FFriday…well, what happened was that i knocked down my shamisen and broke it at the final rehearsal just b4 the gig… i still cant believe it…the top part of the neck got chopped off, its in a desperate condition and i feel heart broken… i ended up playing the gig on my old juita shamisen (thank god i have it and it is still playable, well not for long, the skin is cracking on it) , it was so weird playing the juita shamisen after three months of tsugaru fierce practice, its tiny, i didnt have the special cloth to prevent the shamisen form sliding off my legs, so it was in constant movement, i couldnt relax and enjoy it at all, after all my practice, now when i am kinda ready to play, this happens??..NOO!!
we have two gigs next week, so need to get used to the old one again, hope it will be strong enough to endure these concerts…
meanwhile, i know one guitar maker here in town, who (please) will fix the tsugaru one somehow…
if not i will need to win a lottery so i could buy one from you guys here…
i need to play, it is my addiction, very strong one, and the more I practice, the more I love it…its just great…
oh no and its broken…
i cant believe it!!
so fclumsy!